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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 9:44 PM           So this was part of what happened just now. Bukaed at nenek 's house, prayed, takbir -ed, played with sparklers. School was okay, Rayyan salam ed my hand, when it was supposed to b th other way? Hahaha. Yessa! Finished cleaning th room, but now need to clean th study room. -____- Talked to S otp last night, hahaha, funneyh. The phone died in th middle and what not. /Help meee! Pada malam raya ini, is confusing and hard for me. Firstly, Icecream is asking for stead yet again, cause he says he regrets. Secondly L PRCS, still bugging me too. Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 10:31 PM Eh, Hello. Hahahha. Today was okay laa, but abit dead. P.E was a dread cause th sun was super hot. Then Science felt like sleeping. English, got oral marks back. 22 / 28. I know I could hae done better, but alhamdulillah laa. Haah. Geography, was boring laa. After school, went to th library, camwhored. Went to West Plaza, bought bubble tea. Went home, slept. Till buka, dah bang ehh lepas bangun. Prayed trawih, ate Arnolds. /You 're special to me cause I can share everything with you. Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 7:43 PM   I wonder how long it 's gonna take to finish cleaning th room.. HAHA. Didn 't sleep last night, half way cleaning th room then got distracted by Urbz~ It was like so long since I last played it. Played from 3am-6am? Hahaha, during sahur it was still on. Then at Madrasah, tertido ehh. :D Went home, continue cleaning then slept from 1pm-3 plus? Cause th previous night slept from 1am-3pm. Beat that. Went to eat at Swenson 's yesterday. Oooo, I counted how many earings we 've got. 25, well, still excluding ear tarts, ear sticks and spoiled earings. Found th Bean thingys. It 's so old? Abang gave me his exam papers when he was in sec 1 and all his assesment books. ALOT! /2 more days to puasa & 1 more day for trawih excluding tonight. Cepat ehh! This year is about using back th things you had in th past years.. Never really buy new stuffs, haha, well, at least they still looked brand new.. Didn 't get to chat much with S yesterday.. Like had to clean my room -______- Friday, September 26, 2008 @ 11:59 PM Today okay jugak uh. Tertido during remidial. After that, went home, slept. Buka-ed, went to masjid. Stayed there till around 10? Saw, Luqman PRCS, Luqman Gv, Rayyan, Hafizz, Syahkir, Nazri.. Haaah. /Maybe going to Turkey this December. Heeh, Yay!? 4 more days to Syawal. Cepat seyh. Macam tak ade mood gitu eh, nak sambut raya. I think pasal exams uh. Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 9:56 PM      Today okay laa.Got to know S better. Hahahaha! Th part where Irfan and gang came and sat at th table was weird? Just came back from Ehub!. Ate at, however you spell it. Then went to Coffee Bean. Saw CHB. Hahahaha! Off to pray trawih soon. /Goodluck people for tomorrow 's papers! (: Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 9:42 PM Today was okay uh, except for th fact tht I laughed ALOT. Firstly, it was before oral. Luqman and Hafizz were like reading with their head.. You know uh, I always read with alot of expression.. Then they terikut-ikut. & then, at every line I read, Haizan would interupt, and I 'd laugh like mad. Then, stayed back, talked. Hahaha, played dare. My dare has gotta do with Zaki. Hahahaha! Then went home, S made me and Hidayah laugh like crazy. With th pokok and what not. Eh, sorry if I 'vented' my anger on you like that. Oral was okay uh. Finished maths homework in class. :D /Nooo!, th more you smile, th more I.. Hahaha, whatever uh! Only Hazirah knows. Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 10:32 PM Nothing really interesting happened in school today. Aside from th time Matthew poked me in th ribcage. Wth la eh. & th time Mariyam got locked up in 1e1 classroom after kene bashed. And also th time where Haizan was unexpectedly 'nice' to me. Shocking. Haah, but only for a whilee. Reached home around 3, slept all th way till 6.30? Haha. Woke up, went to nenek 's house. Buka -ed then prayed. Khatam Quran. From surah Ad-Duha to surah Al-Baqarah ayat 1-5. Took turns. Was nervous. Then prayed Isyak and trawih. Thought Insyirah how to write ABC. Cute ehh! Haah, I liked th way people open presents and they 'd b super happy. Hazirah was out of words when I gave her her present? I said, 'I rock right?' She said, 'Yes you rock.' Hahahahaha! Z was my 'alarm clock', hahaha. Besok oral, YAY? Got Science and Maths paper back. Quite dissapointed with th marks tho. 25/30 and 26/30. Ughhhh! I know I can do better, in a way. /Oh no, how? When they tease, I don 't know what to do aside from smilee. Cause there 's that feeling. Shoot. Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 6:34 PM Today was kinda fun, despite those boring lessons. Played basketball for P.E. Shouted like mad. Hahahaha! Then did nothing much. After school went to th masjid. Then went back to school. Decided to study at WS library. So S went home first, Hidayah and me headed to WS. Got Hazirah 's Birthday presents. Over $50 oi! Hhahaha. Bought for her th colour-colour pen that she wanted and a teddy bear. Was difficult to carry around. Saw Amirul Hakim. Went to th library waited for S. Then did homework. Fooled around. Then saw Ad 'li. Hahahaha! Coincidently much. Then headed home around 5. Took S phone. You told me, 'Take ah.' Eheh, in th end ambik balik jugak.. Heh. Bought bubble tea, then went home. Haaah. Oral 's this Wednesday and Paper 1 's this Friday. Ahhhhhhh? /I want to see my maths and science results! I thought getting back today, got so excited for nothing-__- Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 4:52 PM Qiamed last night. Slept around 1, woke up around 2.30. Bathed, went to th masjid. I was shock to see th amount of people who slept there. Hahaha. Then solat and solat, at around 4.45, headed to MacD. There was quite alot of people! Ate, then went back to th masjid. Prayed subuh, then stayed back for th ceramah. It was until 7.30. Then went home, sleeep! Woke up at 3.45? Prayed, bathed then clean-clean th room a bit uh. Maybe going to WS, want to get Hazirah 's birthday gifts. Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 11:15 PM Today was okay. Didn 't go for netball or help out. Was too tired. Woke up at 3.15 pm. Last night slept at 12am, didn 't wake up for sahur. Well, I did but only drank water, cause dah nak azan. Haiya, then went to rumah omah at 4? Did a little homework and slept AGAIN from 4.30-5.30. Then, realised Amirin and Mirza was there, so went to Aida. She was playing th comp(: So then played abit uh, then do homework. Prayed, Buka-ed. Talk-talk, prayy. Talk somemore, prayy. Then talk, went homee. EOY is so close. ZOMG! Good luck to you people(: Insyallah, if Allah allows, I can get top 10%. I want to! Must berusaha and berdoa. Then Insyallah can get. If Allah let uh(: Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 9:41 PM  I 'm on the verge of breaking down, I have no idea why, but I have that feeling in th throat when you 're about to cry. Well I did cry, just abit. I couldn 't take it. Did you really have to do that? I feel so 'used'. Okay, move on. After school kene punished. Stupid laa. Then wanted to study, but it was only S and me. Is like malas uh, so just sit there and talk. Talk until 1e4 finish remedial. Then there was a commotion. Saw Hafizz and Luqman. Then went home. For th pass few days, didn 't get enough sleep. & mostly studying at school after school. slept 9 hours out of 3 days. Beat that! Haaah, th talk with S cheered me up(: After what happened before that. Phewwwwwwww! Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 6:47 PM Haha, today was sleeepy and dissapointing. But laughed alot tho. Played dodge ball for P.E. FUNNN! hahaha. Then, recess stayed in class. Science was boring? English, Free Perioodddd! Our class was super noisy. & Matthew 's butt excidentally rubbed against my hand. It seriously wasn 't on purpose! I laughed very hard till tears fell cause I didn 't realise I was arguing with him, 'I did it on purpose!' I said that line over and oer again, even when Matthew said 'Huh, you did it on purpose?' I was like 'I did it on purpose!' Hahaha. I only realised I said wrong when Felicia and Luqman was like 'Huh?' So I was like, 'I didn 't do it on purpose!' 'I 'm so dissapointed in you Atiqah.', Matthew said. HAHAHAHA XP He won 't stop. Then was geog, teacher scream at us for no reason? After that, went to masjid, then back to school. Geography, tried to stay awake. Succeeded! haha. Lamee. Then hanged around school, went to th masjid again. Collect bubur, ans was supposed to meet S there. I waited and waited. 1 hour you knoww! Bag so heavy somemore. So I called Zaki and I argued with him. Haha. & So, I went home. Z called. & I made him irritated. HAHAHAHAHA! KFC for buka. Ouh, and yesterday, i ate 4 donuts althogether. :O Nobody else want to eat mahh. HAHAHAHA! Papa asked, 'I thought you stopped your SEE food diet?' I only smiled widely. So yeaah. Tomorrow maybe studying after Science test. Science test till 2.40, can make it. Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 1:25 PM Yesterday was FUN {: Except when Amirin kept throwing th fake crocodile and shuttlecocks at me. Pain and geli la oi! Fight with him. I tried to put th fake crocodile in his shirt, but succeeded doing to abang Fahmy instead. Abang Fahmy said to me, 'Kate aje sec 1, tapi perangai macam primary 1.' Haha, whatever eyy. Today, tired. Woke up at 7.30 when I was supposed to b at madrasah at 7.45? Heh. We used th teens alive classroom. We had to sit on th floor. My legs were like, cramped? Thenn, suddenly what, they make the classsroom nicer cause have erm special ppl comming. Hafiz made a joke that made the whole class laugh. Last period we sat on th chair, th playgroup onee. It made me feel small. Then class was dissmissed early. So I had to wait longer la. Waited, and soon abang Fahmy came. Talked to him then abang came. FINALLY! Haha, went to Giant with mama. They said there was th Bazaar thingy, but where? Then am going to White Sands. Oh yay, after a loong time. ; Sorted everything out. Happy now(: Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 5:25 PM Just woke up :D Boreeed! Hahaha, I think I want to start doing homeworks. Did you know? The word Saffron comes from an Arrabic word 'Za 'fran', which means yellow. & Saffron is th most expensive spice in th world! Okay, Lame. Read thaat from Hazirah 's long dued library cook book before I fell asleep :D Okaaaaaaaay, Homework! @ 1:36 PM   Went to Swensen 's yesterday after trawih, at th airport. Netball today was kinda fun. Didn 't really train. We had to pass each other like rockstars. Th one you jump off th stage and people will pass you down with their hands above their head, like that. But we lied down and straighten our hand. I was passed around too, and they took off all clips and rubberbands. FUN(: Then, go straight home. I think I wanna go and sleep. Yesterday slept around 3. Chatted with S till 2? Haaah. Then today woke up at 8.25. & Was supposed to kumpul at 8.45. :D Off to homework and sleep. Today buka at rumah Omah again. Yessa! Will be meeting the immature kids. & Mutu Tambi! Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 4:35 PM Today was erm, okaaay. Nothing really interesting, aside from what happened during SR. Mr Chang sent Nicole to th office because she was rude? I some how thinks she rocks laa. HAHAHAHA XD Sooo, then nothing much. After school, walked to th busstop with Si Yinn. Saw Luqman, th Dunman one and Ren Jie. Then wait wait for th bus. I could have ran for th previous bus, but I was tired. Went straight home. ;/At th rocky end. I don 't want to end our friendship, please. I guess we just need space for th time being. Tuesday, September 9, 2008 @ 4:21 PM     Okaayyy, finally got to take with 'Khairul looking guy'! :D Heh, took yesterday, tengah kelam kabut balik but sempat ambik gambar. Hahaha, Abang Fahmy hair turned out to be like army man. Pass few days buka-ed at Omah 's. Didn 't go to school on Monday. Everyone didn 't go(: So, today was flat. Heh, wasn 't really in good mood. I guess you 'd know whyy. School was weird. The only funny part was when Matthew kept pasting th Loser sign again and again. & He got into trouble. I miss those 'immature kids'. & Mutu Tambi Act Hotstuff tho. How he 'd do th 'popular people' thingy. I miss those times during puasa at PV, when everything seemed to be perfect, where we 're all not stuck in our own problems. Where we 'd give excuses to skip P.E, doing work and a whole lot more. Where we 'd stay in class, fooling around, when we 're not supposed to. I miss those times and I miss you guys. Good Ol' Days. /Oh yaay, tomorrow there 's a no need to go to school. Maybe I 'm so happy it 's because you 've changed. No more smiley smiley, not even a glance. & Oh, and I realised, I 'M NOT THAT DUMB AFTER ALL! (: } They made fun of my sepetness. Funny eh? XD They also said, 'Deni eh, tak tahu marah.' Hah, cause I can 't stop myself. Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 12:38 PM /SATURDAAAY;  Buka -ed at rumah Opah again. Reached there around 5? Before that mama bought donuts. 4 boxes of it! Heh. Reached there, Abang Fahmy was doing homework. So listened to music. Then we just did nothing. At 6 like that, we started a countdown. We went down to see what food is there in store for us. Omah scolded us. Hahaha. Then went up, fooled around. soon, Cik Nana ask us to go dowwwn. So go down laa. We all were already crowding around th table XP Then azan. Was like happy. Ate, then prayed. Me and Abang Fahmy were eyeing on th donuts. In th end, not alot of people ate it, so we ate like alot? After maghrib we already 'own' th donuts. Haha. We ate them all after trawih. Then we went homeee. Didn 't get to take picture with Amirin. They didn 't come cause Mirza was sick. Abang Fahmy act Hotstufff! Hahaha. Ala, you 've got a fan, i 'll get mine soon okay. 'We 'll be like popular people'. *rolls eyes* HAHAHA. Okayy, so today buka at Omah 's house again. (: & imysfm. But it seems you don 't care anymore. Where there was you and me. Now, all that 's gone. I wonder at times, how you 're doing, if you are okay or not, when I shouldn 't. I just can 't seem to let you go. Oh no. That 's when I wish you 're here to fill this stupid feeling(: Saturday, September 6, 2008 @ 1:28 PM /FRIDAAYYYYYY!;     was at rumah Opah. Cause opah passed away. )': It was like, around 8, papa woke me up. I was super sleepy. Woke up, bathed, got changed. Reached there, read Yassin. Then communicated with Abang Fahmy like we always do. Heh, too tired to talk. Then we were told to go down. Kissed Opah. That one already cannot tahan. Tears rolled down. Then prayed, and th mayat was brought to th masjid. The guys went for friday prayers. I slept(: Then around 4, went to th playground. Abang and Abang Fahmy met us theree. Went up, read tahlil. Then sat upstairs doing nothing? Buka, prayed maghrib, read Yassin. Isyak then trawih. Was kinda fast actually. Finished around 9. Went up, took pictures. Played 'teacherteacher'. Heh. I was th lousy teacher. Abang was th gay student. Like th army days guy. He 's not tht bad. Abang Fahmy was Mutu Tambi. Th guy who sold prata with th Indian accent. Super kelakar. Laughed till I cried. Heh. Then, time to go homee. Today, buka at rumah opah again. (: Amirin looks like Khairul! I 'm going to force him to take a picture with me. hah. Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 10:15 PM /SLEEPYYYY! Went to Science supp class. Was yawning non-stop. Laughed alot, cause I made stupid expressions. Studied for quite abit, then went to the mosque to pray. Then, took like more than 10 minutes to decide to stay or go home? Mousquito bites! In the end, some stayed, and some went back. I stayed, helped out with maths. Come on, I know you can do it if you put in your heart and soul. Kayy, world. Did Science, went home around 6.30. Reached home around 7? Scaryy. I knew I was doomed. Washed up, baring-baring, then azan. Oh weee. Was happy. Then, prayed Maghrib, read Quran, prayed Isyak and trawih. Tomorrow, helping out at th mosque. Staying till after trawih? Nenek want me to help her out. Thenn, they all want to go study again. This time for real. D&T, Maths and Literature. See if I can go uh. Okay, feeling much better now(: & Hey, sorry if I was an ******* just now. I didn 't feel good. @ 9:59 PM I 'm tired of hiding all my feelings behind a wide smile. But yet again, what else can I do? I 'm sorry if I have not been th kind of daughter you expect. But I can 't stop being me. I do know I 'm too secretive, but I just don 't know how to open up. I 'm like a flower afraid to bloom? Maybe I 'm not ready. You have to understand me. I 'm not like abang or Hazirah. I 'd rather keep all th feelings to myself. & Please trust me? I sometimes feel it 's unfair cause you 're always concentrating at my weak points. I 've always tried to be th 'good girl' you wanted me to be. You do have to understand that times have changed, and certain things also. I don 't really fight for what 's right with you because I don 't dare. I just let what you think, to be it. I 'm sorry if I 'm a total dissapointment to you at times, maybe all th time. I 've been a total let down, and I 'm truly sorry. Please understand that I 'm different and I get hurt by some things you say even if it dosen 't hurt th rest. I just need time to get closer to you, and to loose my fear. Wednesday, September 3, 2008 @ 10:39 AM    So, for th past few days, been at th masjid most of th time. Helped out. It was funnn! I like distributing th bubur, super kecoh! Hahahaha. First day, Hazirah and me were told to sell th books. But wth, only Sufi bought it, and I somewhat asked him to(: For 2 long hours, waited and waited, but no one bought it. I was like, going crazy? Heh. On th second day, stayed all th way untill after trawih. First mass buka at th masjid in my whole 13 years. Helped siap siap for buka. I was counting down cause I was like already hungry. '5 more minutes! YAYYY!' I was like counting down all th way to 1 minuteee. Ate, then prayed maghrib, isyak and trawih. Discused about Thursday. Then, balik. I saw Luqman, th PRCS one. & th guy from 1NA. And alot more people laa. Want to go to th masjid today, bt have netball. :( Kayy, tak pe. Insyallah Friday boleh. |
