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Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 8:52 PM

Time : 8:58 PM
So, woke up at 6.30 gitu , showered , got ready to go to masjid . Reached masjid at around 7.15 . Saw Hazwani . Sitsitsit till around 8 plus ? Had to wait super looong .Then reached at around 9 plus . Sat outside th dressing room , ate . Then collect prize , chaotic (!) Haha . Then did opening ceremony , saw Luqman . Then went up to th dressing room again to wait for th Grand Finale .

Sat in between Khairul and Hadziqah . Hadziqah so rajin seyh , sh helped me understand th REP passage , th part that I 've already read . Haha , then th Ustaz called 6B , Khairul said he called 6D . He was using his earpiece in one ear , how would he know anyway ? Haah . Saw my boyf (: Then did th Grand Finale , ate Lunch at Jalan Kayu w nenek . Sent nenek home , headed home . Saw Zhaf . Heh , look so different ready seyh . Hanis said sh saw me :O

Chatted w Mf3 , talked about th whole wide world . I 'm thinking about th sleeping over at rumah opah . Then slept from 4 to 8 . Tireeed (!) Ate dinner , and here I am . Irfan merepek seyh , ask so much then in th end tak datang . Craaap . Been having this weird nightmares . Pfffttt .
' It hurts . '
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 6:27 PM

Time : 7:07 PM
Woke up around 10 plus , went out shortly after to Golden Landmark to pay for th Beijing trip . Then went for Brunch ( Breakfast + Lunch ) at th idk where place (: Then they prayed at Masjid Sultan while I looked around th shop houses there . HOT . Nothing much , then went to Coffee Bean , then to Takashimaya . Boring seyh . Didn 't buy anything . Then went to Bedok , cause Papa had to collect th PSPs . Then went home . Now Cik Rasy and family 's at our place . Mayb going out for dinner ~
' We 're better off this way , '
Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 11:09 PM

Time : 23:09
Okaay , today started of w going jogging w Syakirah . Woke up at 8.45 . Walked to Pasir Ris Park from Syakirah 's house , then jogjogjog , then walked back . Bussed home . Went out around 1.45 again . Had lunch w Abang at KFC , then met mama at th Interchange . Headed to Bugis . Walkwalkwalk , then abang bought his bag . Then we sat around at BHG , then headed to Peninsula . Walk ALOT , they prayed Asar and Maghrib there . Looong , bought MSS 's present , pick , skinnyjeans , guitar strap , shoe . Trained to East Point . Then met Papa at Banquet . Ate dinner , collected spectacles . Mama blanja -ed like alooot . Saaaaayang Mama . Love you manymany . Haaah . Got this one person kan , sloooow . HAHA (!) Then this another person talk until so complicated . Walk like super alot seyh today .
' I wish you were here w me , '
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 9:21 PM

Time : 21:21
Gosssh . I feel so sick . Training was okaaay . Shouting . Screaming . Tears . That 'll do . Coach said I look like I 'm from Myanmar if I 'm not wrong . HAHA (!) Funny or what ? First Mr Jerry thought I was from Mongolia , now Myanmar ? Tsk , abang said it 's cause I don 't look like a chinese or a malay . Coach also said I need to b stronger cause I 'm very soft . Nyeeeeh , cause played like shitaaayee todayy . Reached home around 7.15 ?

Abang broke my bed , haha , how great . He forgotten that th leg of my bed ready going to break cause last time he always jump on it , then he wanted to jump on Hazirah so he stand on my bed then wanted to jump then break uh , I think . Abang uh , spoil alot of my things ready -___-' . But nevermind , he still rocks though .

Yesterday stayed at nenek 's house for around 2 hours plusplus . With Rasyad and Zayana 's American slang . Rasyad shouting instead of talking , Abang Shidi getting bullied , Insyirah hitting Rasyad . Hahaha . I need to sleeep .
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 5:56 PM

Time ; 6:04 PM
So , just came back from West Plaza . Teman -ed Hidayah to go rent movies for th Movie Marathon tomorrow which I can 't come . Sh choosechoosechoose then in th end cannot bcause of idk whyy . Bought Bubble Tea for Abang Shidi and brothers , they came around 4 plus cause Cik Da and Mama went to melawat . I realised I have little money left . -__-' Noooo . Th best thing I found out today was that ; Syakirah and me are going to th same class for Teens Alive next year . Like YAY (!) That 's for going to th masjid 4 times just for th registration and getting soaked :D L ajak me go bbq , but like naaaah . Then tonight going to nenek 's house to read doa selamat for Cik Ah and Cik Da cause they going Hajj this December . Have a Safe Trip yeaa .
Kaaay , dah .
'Although you may not see it , I have alot to hide . '
@ 12:51 PM

I want to go outtt (!) Planned to go to Penin today but mama said to go on friday . I 'm boreeed . I want to go to th Pasar Malam . Heh . Almost finishing maths homework . YAY ~ Currently waiting to watch th Mr. Men Show . Hahaha .
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 4:50 PM

My nose has been running non stop , Pffft . It makes my eyes teary too . And there 's th freaking sore throat . Finally found out what class I 'm going to next year . It was actually in th report book (!) So blur ah me . I thought it was some kind of word . I 'm going to 1B (!) Anybody ? Slacked today . Confirm going to Beijing . YAY (!) Cannot go ngaji , boo . MSS , if you 're reading this , I 'm most likely getting you a fedora . So don 't get your own one ( yet ) (:
' Nothing hurts worse than th betrayal or loss of a friend . '
; Sunshine (!)
Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 11:39 PM

It 's been looooong since I last posted . Lazy type . Today , woke up at 6.30 , prayedbathechanged . Papa and Mama sent me to th masjid . Then at th masjid had to wait for 1 hour and 15 minutes then borded th bus . Sat w Hadziqah . Then sat in th dressing room for idk how many hours . Before that they gave us hotdog bun . Eaat , not so nice uh , but just eat for th sake of eating . But Heeey (!) Our dressing room was just beside Irsyadee 's . Hahaha , gatal uh th small kids . tsktsktsk , kecik-kecik .

After waiting hours of cramping in that what looked like a prison , they called us for th opening . Then take prize , then sitsit , ending . Reached masjid around 1 plus . Met Hidayah there . Went to White Sands then home . Then went out again at 4 to th Pasar Malam . Reached home around 6 . After maghrib went to East Point . Ate at banquet , shoped . Bought new specs and headphone (!) Tehees . Reached home around 10 plus .

Hidayah said I looked like an oversized 5 year old in my Madrasah uniform . Saw, Luqman PRCS , Danial Adam , Syazwan Uweisis , Hasbee , Khairul , and my boyf (!) Hahahhaha . Ooo , alhamdulilah , what I 've worked and prayed for finally came true . I recieved th letter .
'Behind my smile , I softly cry'
Done !
; I still shed a tear , every once in a while .
Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 8:10 PM

So , at Mindnight , went to air port . Waitwaitwait , then saw Cik Rasy and family . Cik Rasy and Cik Zarina like lose weight like that . Cik Rasy lost 20 pounds I think , woah , like that I also want live at America seyh . Rasyad and Zayana didn 't recognise us , heh . Then got my guitar (!) Around 1.30 AM , had supper at Swensen 's , then reached home around 3 .

Tuned th guitar then sleeep at around 4 . Woke up around 12 pm . Met abang at MacD at 2 , ate lunch and headed to Vivo . Reached there around 3.30 , went to Chameleon then to Best then to Challenger then to Best then to Giant then to Banquet to slack . Met papa at Best , then watch people play Guitar Hero World Tour . Papa in th end bought th Guitar w th Guitar Hero Game . Coool or what ? Heh .

Then went home , missed maghrib . Heh , then Papa ordered Pizza for dinner . Niceee .
I 'm tired of dealing w all those problems . I 'm leaving it be . Let time tell what 's best . Anyway I shouldn 't care much if it doesn 't bother you at all . You don 't seem to see it . Pfffttt . I 'm ignoring you for now .
:D
; Today , I 'm on my own now .
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 8:50 PM

Feel so much better . Just woke up from nap after dinner cause head felt like exploding , and feel so much like vomitting . Having slight fever now , I think . Training was tiring . First played half court then sprintsprintsprint like siao . Then did suicide 8 6 4 . After that papa came and fetch .
Bill was $40.00++ , heh . Then Cik Rasy 's comming home from U.S today at midnight , so I think I 'll b getting th pink guitar . YAY (!) . Haaah .
You could 've told me earlier . It would so much easier for me , wouldn 't it ? Well , 'You can 't lose what you never owned' .

:D
; Tell me I was wrong .
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 4:45 PM

Woke up around 12 today . Heh . Had a huge headache so postponed our outing to Friday . Made pancakes for tea . Fun (!) . Haha . It was just hard to make t circular shape and I only succeded once . Played wii and tht at was it .
I want time to turn back , I miss those times . You 're so much more then you used to. I want things to b like it used to . I ain 't ready for this change . I feel like I 'm not important to you anymore . turnbacktime.

:S
; When there was me , and you .
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @ 11:51 PM

Sooo , just came back from Masjid Kampung Siglap . Fetched abang after ngaji . Waited for him around half an hour so prayed there . Scaryscaryscary . It was only me and Hazirah . And th place was half way renovated , so yaa . Went for ngaji today cause of idk whyy . Took a nap in th afternoon . Woke up , ate , got dressed . Watching th back to back crime shows . Most likely not going Australia cause of th flood and all and is expensive ? Mayb going Beijing from th 12 - 20 Dec , but have yet to b conformed . Most likely having an outing w Hazirah tomorrow . Sh and me onlyyy (!)
; Stay close, Don 't go .
@ 1:50 PM

Woke up at 8 today , went to Pasir Ris CC for Graduation day rehearsal for Madrasah . Saw iHADziqah and Khairul , waaah , he so rajin seyh , after that still can go training . He talked to me for th first time after almost 365 days being his classmate . Haha ! Stakat only . Kay , th kindergarden kids very cutecute . Haha , th CC was air-condition so best jugak . They made sandwiches for us where they put too much butter . Th Irsyadee 's performed , well only 3 of them . Haha , hotototot . Haha , then after th finale went to Central . Then headed hoommmeee ! Sleepy and tired .
:(
; MONDAAAY (!)
@ 1:22 PM

MONDAAAY (!) ;


Woke up at 8.30 . Met Grace and Celeste at th Pasir Ris MRT station at 9 . ++ , was late . Heh , then met Melissa ans Julene at Tamp MRT station . Waitedwaited for people , then in th end waited for them at MacD while having breakfast . Then Rafidah , Hui Xuan and Zoey came . Waited for them to finish eating their breakfast .

Then headed to Queensway . Took around 45 minutes to reach Quuenstown . Took 195 , it was rainning heavily by then . There were 8 people and only 2 umbrellas ? Haha , so at th overheadbridge Hui Xuan , Celeste , Zoey , Julene , Melissa , Grace shared th 2 umbrellas while Rafidah and me waited . Celeste came back wih 2 umbrellas , so yeah . Then searched for coach . Bought shoes , everybody th same , haah .

Seperated from coach . Others went to buy FBTs ,then Melissa had to go , so I tagged along . Took 195 back to MRT station , trained home . Reahed around 2 , anbang and Hazirah were eating th pancakes they made . Then watch teevee .

At 5.30 headed to Vivo . Took tickets , ate at Banquet , prayed at staircase landing whiched I laughed till I cried . Papa gave me what was supposed to b 'socks' , it was actually sarong tangan . Then I wore on my feet then laughlaugh . Then watched Quantum of Solace . Shopped , Hazirah bought th pottery thigny while abang bought Guitar Hero World Tour , th game only . Went home , played with th pottery thingy . Slept around 2.30 .

Done.
; Am I crazy or just falling in love .
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 9:34 PM

So just came back from Cik Dah 's mom 's house . Went there to read doa selamat for Cik Ah and Cik Dah who 's going for Haj soon . Yeah , so eat nice food there . Then I felt like my stomach 's gonna explode . Haha , cause before that ate also at Legun Sari . Went there for wedding around 6 . Eateateat , then pray . The food there veryvery nice la . Haha , after praying was trapped in th room cause cannot go out , th pengantin arrived , very good timing . Haha , then rushed to Cik Dah 's mom place . Hazirah very th kanchong leh . I maay b going tomorrow . But abang and Hazirah discouraging me, cause we 're supposed to make pancakes . Sorrysorrysorry . Bt I feel like going .
aishiterubby.
XP
; Is it enough to say I 'm sorry ?
@ 1:47 PM

Fs 's gtting on my nerve . Okay , move . Yesterday went to eat dinner at MacD around 10+ . Ate Mega Mac Spicy . Haah . Went craaazy .Talkedtalkedtalked , then went home . I went high cause I think I intaked too much sugar . Haha . Chatted w mf3 , he has so many problems .. Haizzz , hope you b tht optimistic cousin I once kneww back .

Woke up around 11++ nearing to 12 , heeh . Then watch th Singapore Fotball Gelectiocos thingy . Found out Syazwan 's in NCC . Haah . Then mama came home w my Madrasah report book . Found out I got top 10 . I was shock . Hahaha , like very funny like that . Managed to score well in Arab , like finally (!) Whatthheck la , lazy go for Graduation Day . Always skip , eventhough important . Heh :D

Later have kenduri at Legun Sari , I think . Mf3 going , YAY (!) Haaah , Kay , will post about it later .

8D
; Take your tears , put them on ice .
Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 4:09 PM

I 'm not trusting th weather report ever again ! Is all wrong . Haha , th weather 's funny today . Few minutes it was cloudy and windy , th next , th sun was shine -ing ever so brightly . Mayb it is cause I hoped too much ? Training ended late today . Suicide was a killer . Reached home only around 2.30 ? Played Wii (: My fitness age went down . Yay (!)

Need to buy new shoes and ankle guard , they 're going Queensway to buy it . Idk if I want to go w them or not . I rather go on my own cause , uh , I have my reasons(: _____ very sombong uh . ( Don 't terasa , ty(: )

Oh yeah , then tadi I saw like this cute family uh . Th mother and her four kids wear th exact same shade of blue . Then th anak all wear th same t-shirt , even pants . Kay laa , sleepy ready .

:D
; freakfreakfreak .
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 9:48 PM

Whatthheck whatthheck laaa ! Wait for th thing to download for over 1hour ready then need parents permission . Pfffttt , I give upp ! What 's w Dzul calling me 'men' and 'dude' anyway ? Hahaha . He told me about th man and th tiger at th Singapore Zoo thingy . I watch too little news :O . Tomorrow have training , so not looking forward . Very lazy ready laaa . I want school to open ! Skip first three days of school cause will b helping out for th Sec 1 's orientation . Will see th new Sec 1 's ! Hahaha . But need to memorise th school motto all . Lazylazylazy .
; Love like this .
@ 8:19 PM

So uh , th plan was cancelled . I guess it wasn 't really planned after all . When Mama came back , sh had bought Popeyes and Mr. Bean . It was for dinner . So papa came back and they both got ready for their dinner , they left when I was sleeping . Slept for 1 hour or so , then prayed , ate dinner while watching Ben 10(: Haha , then watched Avatar . Fun jugak .

So yeah , I hope I won 't get a earfull which I bet I will . For last month sent 813 text messages . So around $23 just on sms , just hope Papa dosent explode . So now downloading Combat Arms , haha , well somebody did recommend th game .. So yeah .

I terlost th header for my blog , disasterous much . Lazy ready . so just letting it b . Well some people didn 't inform me when 's their _____ . I wanted to get him / her what they really wanted . Well that was what he /she said , I wanted to get it for you you know . But it 's all over , so like , just forget it seyh . Currently chatting w Syabil and he insulted me in Japanese . Freak , and he ain 't telling me th meaning . -___-'

:D
; We are strong , we have power .
@ 1:21 PM

So , woke up around 10.30 cause someone texted me and th spongebob tune played . Set alarm to go for self-training , but slept through it . Set at 7.45 but I only woke up at 8.35 then decided tak sempat . So just slept . Woke up , washed up , watched Hi5 then used th comp(: Boring seyh . Slept around 3 yesterday , played wii ! Haha , since now there 's th connecter , so yaa .

Yesterday ! Went back to PV , but met at th intercahnge first . After idk how many days , saw Ammar . Haha , then ate lunch . Headed to PV , met Cikgu then went to th 4 th floor and talked about old times , fun :D . Then went to tamp mall where, on th way , I almost got busted , went to Yamaha to get picks . Then went to masjid to teman Syak to submit teens alive form . Decided to pray there . Then when praying , at th starting , I started laughing , for idk what reasons . I laughed non-stop till my stomach musscles hurt and when tears started to fall . Haah . Then went to Syak 's , then headed home . I 've got a big blister ! Pfffttt .

Abang said we mayb going out tonight w Abang Fahmy . YAY (!) To watch Madagascar 2 and dinner . To celebrate his birthday . Not going to ngaji cause parents going for dinner . I recieved great news wen I woke up , well that 's why I had th energy to wake up . Imissyoulikealotalot laaa oi . Haaahaha .

XD
; This is th life .
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 4:46 PM

Boreeed . Haah , Woke up at 11 plus . Did nothing much , just lazed around . Otp w usual people , mean freak . So yeaa , watched tv , then cleaned up th house abit . Checked tomorrow 's weather .
See ; :D
Thursday
13-11-2008

24 - 32°C
Afternoon showers with thunder.

Neat or what ? Haah , Syakirah asked if I would like to follow go to PV tommorow since it 's their last day . So I 've planned , wake up around 9 or 10 , meet them at WS , go to PV , follow Syakirah go to th masjid if have time , I mean , I should , to pray Zohor , then go to Gv . Haah . So yeaa . I miss a whole lot of peeps . I just remembered there 's still an REP passage to read (!) . So , will work on it .
my , :S
; Cause my heart is where ever you are .
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 8:26 PM

So bored ! Waiting to watch CSI and criminal minds later . Wanted to go to th park w Hazirah in th afternoon , but had to stay in and clean room . So , decided on th colours we want to colour our room . Th walls are going to b hot pink . Andd , th stuffs are gonna b green . Haah , flipped through Ikea magazine , but didn 't find much . So yeaa , then mama asked me to cook . I made Hazirah cook in th end (: All I did was chop onions and chillies , heh . Then , after dinner someone texted me , haah . I was like , 'Finally' . Hahaha , get well soon okaay (:
:D
; Words can 't bring me down .
@ 4:17 PM

;

Haha , Happy Birthday Mee Fury ! Thanks for everything . It was fun playing soccer and all . With you , sleeping half way while playing xbox . Haaah . & With your stupid jokes that 'll crack us all up . Thanks for th memories too , w th GaySissyShit thingy and all . Thanks for being th best cousin ! You rock ! Haah , Hope you 'd have a great birthday !

So yeaa , th weather WAS right . Upon reaching school , I found out training was cancelled . I didn 't know to b happy or sad , because it was a wasted trip . So then sent Si Yinn home , bussed to interchange , bought Bubble tea for Hazirah and myself , then headed home . Asked Hazirah to help me cook maggi , cleaned th house abit , and here I am . Haaah .

Papa signed us all up for this thing that 's on 29 th November . We 'll b visiting th NEWater Plant , The Goat Farm and th Singapore Flyer . Haha , looks like I 'm goning to miss another training . Abang saw th training timetable and he said that if he were me , he wouldn 't go at all and that he 's very happy he 'd joined NCC . Your luck la abangg .

:D
; He 's with me .
Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 7:46 PM

So yeaa , slept from 3.15 to 6.15 , super tiredd . Papa ordered Pizza for dinner . Weeee~ Haha . Th pain from th fall hurts! How I wish tommorow 's weather is like today , rainny for th whole day . It was so nice to sleep . Checked th weather .
Look ! :D ;

Tuesday
11-11-2008

24 - 31°C
Late morning and early afternoon showers with thunder.

Eyhh, besok 's someone 's birthday . Haaah . I love besok weather ! Haaah . & Thursday 's one too !
:}
; Quizzy .
@ 3:05 PM

Q1 : The person who tagged you was?
; Ain (:

Q2 : Your relationship with her ?
; Schoolmate .

Q3 : Your 5 impression of her ?
; Sweet , Caring , Nice , friendly , Cute .

Q4 : The most memorable thing she has done for you ?
; Helped me w stuffs .

Q5 : If she becomes your lover , you would .....
; That 's would b so gay, wouldn 't it?

Q6 : If she becomes your lover , she needs to improve on ?
; We ain 't gay .

Q7 : If she becomes your enemy , you would .....
; Very Impossible .

Q8 : If she becomes your enemy , she needs to improve on ?
; To know how to b friends together again .

Q9 : If she becomes your enemy , the reason would be ?
; I don 't see her as my enemy .

Q10 : The most desired thing you want for her to be ?
; To b who sh is right now .

Q11 : Your overall impression of her ?
; You rock , don 't ever change .

Q12 : How do you think others would think of you ?
; Weird?

Q13 : The characters you love about yourself ?
; Weird .

Q14 : The characters you hate about yourself ?
; Ain 't really that bright .

Q15 : The most ideal person you wanna be ?
; To b better than I am now .

Q16 : For people that care & love you , what would you wanna say to them ?
; ilyt . & Thanks for all you 've done . You ppl rock .

Q17 : Pass this quiz on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you ...
{You don 't have to do it if you don 't want. Some of them don 't own a blog .}

1. Syakirah
2. Hidayah
3. Fazzera
4. Sufi
5. Zul
6. Hafizz
7. Sofia
8. Lizda
9. Hazwani
10. Ola

Q18 : Who is 6 having a relationship with ?
; He 's single as far as I know .

Q19 : Is number 9 a female or a male ?
; Female .

Q20 : If number 7 & 1o are together , would it be good ?
; Idk .

Q21 : What is number 2 studying about ?
; Th same stuff I am ?

Q22 : When was the last time you chatted with number 3 ?
; looong time ago .

Q23 : What kind of music genre does number 8 like ?
; Not sure.

Q24 : Does number 1 have siblings ?
; Yeaa .

Q25 : Would you woo number 3 ?
; Maybe , Hah . Why should I ?

Q26 : How about number 7 ?
; Idk , Haaah .

Q27 : Is number 4 single ?
; I guess so .

Q28 : Whats the surname of number 5 ?
; No idea .

Q29 : What is the hobby of number 1o ?
; Soccer ?

Q30 : Does number 5 & 9 get along ?
; Never met .

Q31 : Where is number 2 studying at ?
; Greenview Sec.

Q32 : Talking something casually about 1 ....
; Th best .

Q33 : Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ?
; What kind of feelings?

Q34 : Where does number 9 live ?
; Idk .

Q35 : What colour does number 4 like ?
; black , red ? green ?

Q36 : Are number 1 & 5 best friends ?
; They never met .

Q37 : Does number 1 have any pet ?
; Not that I know off.

Q38 : Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world ?
; boleh jugak .

Q39 : What is number 10 doing now ?
; Uhh, enjoying herself?

:D
; Not anything.
@ 1:08 PM

So , went for Self - training . Didn 't train much cause there was th lightning alert and th dark clouds started to pour heavily . Finished around 10.30 , after camwhore ing , since there wasn 't much to do . Then waited for th rain to stop . Saw Hafizz , Khairul 1NB , Rayyan , haha . They are what I call friendly peeps . Then saw Zakiah at th busstop . Sh is also one of th friendly peeps . Sorry Hidayah ! Then I freaking fell at th steps on th way home . It hurt so bad . Screw th sandals ! It was like 'THUD' . Th person in front of me just looked , like I purposely did that . It was freking unexpected and my back and arm hurts . Zul called and he just laughed , ass ! So yeaaa , that 's about it . I think I want to take a nap . Super tired , yester spent around 1 hour just looking at guitars . Haah , saw a cheapcheap Gibson , but papa said what for , can buy at Singapore . Then so just stick w th Pink Strat uh . Then abang and me looked on ebay for th hardcase . Tiering .
; I can 't help myself , I don 't want anyone else.
Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ 8:20 PM


So yea , came back from Mak 's place . Niceee . Then didn 't go anywhere else . So yeaa , I owe papa alot of stuffs . Need to memorise all th 30 Surah 's by th end of December . Using th help of MP3 . Pfffttt , it 's gonna b hard work . Then need to memorise th school motto and all for th PSL thingy lagi . Mama 's taking her exam 's tomorrow . Gooood luck Ma ! Isyallah you get A1 kay , amin . At th rate you are studying , insyallah (: You study so much harder then me , heh .
:D
; We can work this out.
@ 4:27 PM


So yeah , woke up at 12 today :D . Freaking tired . For th rest of just now , all I did was laze around . No mood to do anything , freaking troubled . Yeaaa , so papa said that we 're going to Mark 's Place for dinner . ( However you spell it ) So yeaaa . Saw Ammar and Syazwan in tv ! Hahaha .
; I said, I said, I know I can.
Saturday, November 8, 2008 @ 8:41 PM


So , didn ' t go for training bcause followed Papa to Sentosa . Papa sent us to th airport . Ate at MacD , then he fetched us . Headed to Pahlawan Beach . It was super hot . Got hand painted ! , ( but I think if I draw better XP ) , played games ( Cheaters ! ) , did th sand paintaing ( (: ) , th host was getting bored at th stage activities . After all that , we went for th Sky ride and took th Luge . Gerek ! Then Papa bought Coffee bean ( As Chang said, drink more coffee, good for me(: ) Hahaha ! . Headed home afterwards . That was itt . Can 't upload pictures . Damndamndamn .

Yesterday ate dinner at Jalan Kayu , and memalukan je ! Slept around 2 . So yeaaa , tired . Embarrased myself twice , wthwth .

:D
; A little bit longer.
Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 4:42 PM

So, papa sent me to school. Was early. Saw S! hahahaha. Syahkir and Luqman sombong siaaa. So then, trained till around 11.15. Then went home, bathed, changed. Met Hidayah under th block then headed to WS. Went to th library, borrowed books(: Saw Suhanna, but didn 't tegur. Saw Afiq also. His hair is cool. Haah.

So then met Syakirah at KFC cause I was super hungry, didn 't eat breakfast or lunch. So then went to th Photo ID booth. Syakirah was like talking to th machine loudly and people walking past were looking. Haah. Ran & ran first to catch bus 3, but it went ahead without us. So ran for 17. Penatt. Then went to Masjid, naik to level 3, then they ask to turon to level 1, pfftt. Then found out need to go there again. So then prayed zohor. Saw Danial Adam. Haaah.

So then went to Central, to buy Bubble tea. Saw Luqman D, then like he ask where was Syakirah laa. Then go th place infront of Bustop, saw Ruhilda. Then went to sent Syakirah homee. Ran for 358. Then top up, go homeee.

Super tired, damndamndamn. ZeroSeven Eleven ZeroEight(: . Early in th morning, like very early. Later have ngaji, so yeaaa. I 'm gonna die, cause mmy sms is like already 656, when it 's supposed to b only 360! Did my maths, I will over shot by $15 on sms, I 'm So DEAD. Freakfreakfreak. Yaaa, i think I want go sleeeep. Abang Fahmy understands how I feel, Coool!

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; Meanmeanmean.
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 9:04 PM

Haaah, so yea, finished reading th book. Abang cooked today, kind of nice actually. Yeaa, Grace texted me, saying that there 's self-training for th sec one 's tomorrow from 8-12. Then besok mayb going out w Syakirah and Hidayah, and Syak says L want 's to see me? Hah, wthwth. So I already asked Grace if I could go off earlier, and sh said okaay. Okay, so like that uhh. Readreadread, until all th books borrowed are all read. So yeah, I need to find more books to read.
:D
; I don't want anyone else.
@ 4:31 PM

Can 't upload pictures, pffttt. So went to Seoul Garden yesterday, at Tampinese mall. Haah, ate till stomach felt like it was about to explode. Guess what I found out, Abang Shidi likes atapchi also! He took like alot of it, then I was like 'cool'. Hahah, then I kept irritating abang by reoeating 'Seoul' over and over again, cause it sounds like 'siol' :D . My own kind of fun(: .

So, didn 't go training to cause I felt sick. Had a major big headache and I felt like vomitting and th sick feeling 's till my stomach. Yea, so eat panadol, just baringbaring, tried to sleep but couldn 't. Readreadread. Then head become more pening. Hahaha, but I 'm finishing th book soon. Abang said he ordered th pink guitar already, just that insyaallah Cik Rasy will b able to actually bring it back here, when he comes back.
Coolio!

Th thing is, I don 't know if netball really is my passion. I just want to runaway from that stupid feeling that occurs everytime there 's training. I 'm afraid to let people down if I quit, and I 'd b like a total loser cause I just can 't endure. I DON 'T KNOW. I just don 't want to think about it, but I have too, but I don 't want to. So I 'll just leave it till it 's time I where I really need to think it through. I need to go on a holiday, quickkk. Haaah. ASAP!

XP
; You know I 'll catch you, through it all.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 1:15 PM

Just came back from Hidayah 's. Watched susuk, th show like boring and we both don 't understand th storyline. Half-way we were planing to watch Wujud. Put th disc in and all then suddenly so scared to watch, haaah. Then we played stress, then build a tower w th Uno cards, it needed ALOT of patience. Before that we went to th excercise corner and ya laa. Hidayah ajak go library, but I like malas and need to do th assigned things. Pffttt. Haaah.
; Tired.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 @ 9:03 PM

So, woke up around 10. Lazed around. Then went for netball at 1.30, saw Khairul, probably going to training. There were this few kids in th bus who were super loud and noisy. Met Si Yinn and we headed to school together. At kallang, we were secretly hoping that it would rain, and it did. So didn 't do that much todaay. Waited for th bus for about, one hour. Guess who I saw, LIYANA! (: I was like shocked, since we trained w TKSS, so trained w her. Seriously, I didn 't know she was a netballer. Took 39, then papa fetched from West Plaza and sent me home. Hazirah 's bagadel 's are th best! Haaah. Finished reading th book I was working on. Th book 's super interesting. Someone practically got sick yesterday and said to feel like dieing. Zul went to Melecca this morning. Haah.
:D
; We need to learn to let go.
Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 7:32 PM

So, met Syakirah under her block at around 3.30. Went to th masjid, Syakirah took th brochure, whatever thing that is. Found out that you 'd have to bring a photocopy of your parents i.c and birth certificate and also $72 and a photograph of you, passport size. Sh didn 't know that was all needed.

So then it started raining super heavily. At first we were standing looking at th rain if we should run in it, or just wait. We decided to run. So we rann. Th sandals I was using is super duper lowsy. It had no grip. I fell once and my butt hurts badly. Pfffttt. Then we were like super drenched when we reached her block. Th paper sh had with her was drenched too. Haaah. Then sh lent me an umbrella and sent me to th busstop. Decided to meet again this Friday to take her picture at WS for th teens alive thingy.

Hugged, then headed to th library. Returned th half-drenched book I was carrying. Borrowed cookbooks for Hazirah and borrowed 3 books for myself, but NOT cook books. Not interested at this point of time. Kay, then bought green apple red tea! After a loong timee. Then went homee. Reached around 4.45.

Left 2 more clothes to iron. *Pheeeew* Hazirah says we 're going to Soul Garden this Wednesday for dinner for Cik Din 's Birthday, coolio!

Haha, argued w Irfan just now, kept nudge ing each other until he got fed up? and he went offline. He started first! Stupid. World seyh, talking to girlf kepee? Later th girlf unlucky get him. Haaaah, kay tak baik. Someone 's grounded, so it 's no fun.

& Youuu, yes, I was th first you told when you were w him, then now I 'm going to b th last to know that you broke up w him? Don 't you trust me? Can 't you share w me like friends share their personal stuffs w friends? You 're drifting apart from me, mayb it 's me. But I don 't want it to carry on this waaay. I can 't think of what 's gonna happen when th year ends. I want us to b like th first time at orientation. Damn, those sweet memories. Well is up to you anyway, our friendship 's, 'at th rocky end'.

:S
Looser.
@ 11:21 AM

Boooooooooooooored. Slept at almost 3 last night, cause abang was talking to Afiq and I was shaping abang 's nails. Gave advice to Afiq, Afiq gave advice to me. He said, 'Don 't ever ever ever ever get into a relasionship in secondary school.' yeaaa, haha. When I ask him to find a new girlf. Abang slept on Hazirah 's bed, Hazirah slept on th floor. I was talking crap at that time. Haaah. What 's happening between you and me? You 've changed, a lot. So what can I say? Kay, I think I 'm gong to play cooking games! Haaah.
; So wrong, it 's right.
Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 9:42 PM

Sooo, just came back from nenek 's. Before that went to Omah 's. Bagoes and Boedi had new super cool toys, it 's like th one you can put th game card in th gun, then swipe, then cool laaa. Had lunch at Long John Silver, after a super long time. But th funny thing is, you have to pay for th mayonese and cheese, haah. Then went to Famous Amos, Papa bought cookies and brownie, wooo, th fudge brownie is super duper delicious, i tell you! Haaah. That 's about it. My . Back . Hurts . Badly . I want to go to th library.

Ooo, someone misses me. Haaah(:
; Take my life.
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 5:48 PM

So, today, went for training as usual. It was phisycal fitness, better than kallang seyh. It was okay, first started w 15 rounds, then push ups {must stick out your ass} , then did jumping jets, then ran and touch th chairs and walls, then climb up th stairs and down, 10 times. That was it, ended at 12.15. Papa fetched me w his motorbike. Cooooool! I was like super excited. After a super, looong time. Th ride was best. Then eat, then sleep for 2 hours(: Found out Athirah 's coach was th same as mine. Coolio! Been playing Guitar Hero alot. Twinnn, why didn 't you tell me?

Silent treatment kepeee? I 'm just waiting.
:S