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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 8:46 PM  When I entered school today, I was greeted by someone. Well, not literally. There wasn't any Malay newspaper today, so I did a little of Art. Science was next and I tried my best to not fall asleep.. Did nothing during MT? Played Badminton during P.E, awesome. Recess was kinda weird. Came into class late during Art, so we had to sit in front. Luqman was babbling stuffs that I didn't want to hear.. I was distracted in talking to Rayyan and Hafizz during English, so I didn't complete whatever stuffs that were given to complete. Haha, I hate it when guys tell secrets to one another in front of me! Hafizz kept finding faults. Grrrrr.After school, my 'used to B' took a vvvvvv long time to do her hair. Went back to school to search for Zaks headband, then to th mosque to collect th CIP letter.. Th Ustaz was showing us th sample of th tag, and guess who 's face he 'd used? It's the face that you can find outside of th office and mosque. Talk about being an icon.. Haha, headed to WS, and it was just all too weird :S Reached home and fell asleep all th way till 7+, had dinner and unwind a little. I'm going to go through vocab and beautiful phrases. Oh, that reminds me, I finally got back my Essay. Debby said that overall, it was okay, just that she didn't really like th story line.. Still, 24/30. Peace :D Who could blame you.
@ 3:32 AM   I'm beat, I'm fatigued, I'm enervated, yet I 'm still not asleep. Like what theee?! Kay, I'm half way through Art, I finished typing out th malay dialog, I havent touched any science homework, I'm not doing English and I 'm doing all of them tomorrow. Wait, I mean later, whatever. "Waiting for you, is like waiting for rain in this drought." Let's get this over and done with.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 7:09 PM  So hi ;D The day started off with Music, Inez had to teach me how to play th keyboard. Embarassing much? Had literature, goreng pissang! Haha, only Meng knows what I 'm talking about~ MT was after that, did corrections and now I have to type out my Dialog thingy. English was boring, I swear! I didn't even do a thing. Skippp to assembly, I felt like screaming. When I was up there, I was shakingg ever so profusely.After school, went to th extra class then waited for Bfls to finish, then headed home. I have gazillions of hw to complete! Not going visiting tonight. Dang it, I should start on my hwS now. Hee. Sometimes I wonder, if you'd ever run of something nice to say.. I don't wanna wait too long.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 5:21 PM Heyy, sorry for not updating for oh so long. Like dinosaur years like that. I have no idea what to say, butbut, I think I'll not really be updating much since EOY 's around th corner. I 'm scared, kinda. Been slacking like what. Nvm, I now have a 'tutor', hopefully that'll be useful. Heeee. I heeded L 's advice, and it worked! I opened up, they listened, they told me how they felt. Andand, I might be changing my number because I'm changing plans, hopefully student plan la. Andand, Papa allowed me to 'end it all'. Jengjengjeng xD 'Good for me, bad for you'. I'll just pen down all my thoughts about it. To end it all, thanks for showing me that other side of you. It was so unexpected that you broke my heart. It felt like as if you had stabed it. It was bleeding and you were laughing.. Only till th v last second, you realised and wound it back. You made up my mind for me.. Goodbye. When the walls come crashing down.
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 6:59 PM I LOST MY BESTFRIEND! )': There's nothing more to say. To whoever and whatever, good luck in contacting me. I'll be anti-social for sometime. To all those people who are happy on this joyous day, Happy Eid. Goodbye. People never change.
Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 8:28 PM When I woke up today, I was like "dang". Cause I woke up at around 10+, ya' see. Only to find out that most peepos also just woke up. Then my phone have 4 msgs :S 2 of them was from 'apek'. He was like 'dah bangun?' After the first msg uh. Managed to log on th LMS thingy. But I ended up doing it half way and not completeing any of it~ Had several mass convos, and look, People copied my name. Haah, Haizan said that I had alot of followers. Heee :D  confusing much? I then turned off th computer at 4, after chatting with some RAWY friends. Spray painted the mirror and frame. The weather was so cooling that I slept all th was till 7. Didn't even clean th house one bit. Oh, that _______ confronted me yesterday. I was like, what does she want? She HAD to make a big scene :S Like wth was her problem? I despise her. Need me to repeat myself? I am giving up soon. I don't know for how long more can I bear this pain. Ohoh, and I 'm currently hating someone else too. Ughhhh. Whatever it is, ONE more day to raye! Keep dreaming upside down.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 7:51 PM Roaaaar~ I am SO wierd. Really, even Meng says so. I can be super dead and sleepy one minute, and I could be th total opposite th next. School was like a dream for me. I slept through most of th lessons, but nevertheless, I managed to complete all th tasks given :D Zaks was th happiest girl on earth during recess, because.. (fill in th blanks). There was this group of peepos who never fast. Who ah? Haaah. During P.E played soccer with FizzLuqAkirQhaizanIman. It was fun and funny, excluding th fact that I over reacted countless of times. Fastforward to after school >>>>> Went to Airport with Bfls. Planned to study at first. But in the end we fooled around and there was this one time we took a picture that was so hilarious that practically made me ' rofl '. We wasted more than half and hour of our precious time waiting for th bus. Texted 'apek' and fell asleep halfwayy in the bus. I couldn't find any spray paints at West Plaza )': I'm in love with th quality of the photos~ There's more actually, too lazy to upload xD   I never knew I could feel that much.
@ 1:29 AM  Boo! Haha, I 'm halfway doing this freaking art which I started last minute. Heee ;D Typical me. Peace. So just now, or shall I say yesterday, was kinda awesome. Meng owes me a BIG bottle of peach tea cause she used my ruler to scrape her name that she editted on which I wrote at first. Humph! HAHAHA -.- I don't know what was up w me, but I said 'hi' to that Naim guy. Haha, sometimes I do things without thinking.Didn't have math today so we trim -ed Mengs fringe. Kecoooh! Hahaha, B cut my hand. But no blood ah. Kay, mepek. Koh wanted to take over one of our period but th whole class started to whine and groan so much so that she didn't ^^ Slacked all th way till 4, met sister at busstop, headed to IKEA and Giant. We spent alot? Nyeeeh. I was so dumb, that I forgot that th trolley at Giant had th $1 slot. I left th trolley like that without retriving back th dollar. Smart or what? Haha, "sesungguhnya aku berpuasa" Padehal, padehal. Kay, mepek. I won Khairul for th malay project by 3 marks. Haha, yaaaaay! Show off xD Rayyan's comming in crutches later. Pathetic him sprained his ankle. I can't stop thinking of you-don't-need-to-know-who. Hope you get to see what's obvious. Lalalala, O.o, Raya 's comming, in less then a week! xD I think I'm caught in between.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 12:17 AM "I always thought loving someone was the greatest feeling, but I realised that loving a friend is even better, because we lose the people we love but we never lose true friends." Today was prosaic(ordinary). I woke up at 3.30pm. Heee. Lazed around or shall I say I 'lepak' around the house(the term mama always use esp for me). At 6.30, headed to Omah's house for buka. Then blablabla. Okay, here's the real reason why I wanted to blog today. It's because I thought it was important for me to let out my feelings and pen down my thoughts. It sucks to think how I would have to explain myself when th time comes. I've been enduring th pain well not really physically but more of mentally for almost 2 freaking years. Perhaps you know how it feels like to feel left out, perhaps you don't. Well everybody has their problems, and all that matters is how you deal with it. I 'm done trying. I'm sick of thinking. I feel like giving up. I don't want to hold on to something that 's hurting me without me knowing. I don't know what to do. It's like I landed myself in a middle of a maze and I'm lost, only having myself to solve the way out.  On Friday, buka-ed at th masjid. Trawih -ed with Hazirah, Hidayah, Syakirah and Farhana. It was also th last day of RAWY. Super saddening )': They showed us a video filled with our pictures at the end of the day. Haizzz. If there were more pictures, I would have probably broken down. 'Sentimental' mah. Went home with Hidayah and Hazirah. To Rayyan, hah. How do you expect me to believe you now?
So much for wanting it.
Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 12:20 AM Today right, had science remidial at 1, it ended at 3. I swear it was booring. But I just made a pledge to myself, which is to pay attention in science. I have no idea if that's ever gonna happen. Went to Syak's house to change. Then we headed to th mosque. Sitsit at th tempat solat there, case tak nak main game. Nyahaha, distributed th bubur, then played games. That Tishi-behaviour-like guy was so lame. Haha, as usual. xD Stayed all th way till after trawih, agian. This time, nenek was my only companion. Haha, texted 'apek' and he is so freaking funny. Haha, you should read my inbox, then you would know what I am actually talking about.
Then after Asar, B, Zaks, Bfls and myself, went to 2 houses to give bubur and voucher. It was a vvvv humid day. Walked abit, then we started sweating already. Apparently one house was empty, so from th second house, seperated w Zaks and B. While walking half way, Bfls and I decided to cab back to th mosque. We were too lazy to walk. Heee. Played some mind games then took a lift from Cik Din.
After maghrib, headed to Swensen's. Ate till my heart's content. Nyahaha. Prayed trawih during midnight, cool right? I know xD
I know I'm gonna love you any old way.
Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 10:56 PM Yooooooo! Woke up at 9.30, headed to E!hub at 1200 after stopping by at WS. Apparently I was late today xD Went to 'study' at one corner, waited for someone (idk who) for so looong that made Meng hate me )':
         After that, helped to prepare for iftar. I did something supeeer embarassing. So much of praising myself for being 'clever'. Syakirah made me laugh oi! 'Testing je' xD B and Zaks stayed for breakfast alll the way to after trawih. I got friend, I like(: Bussed home at night. First time, fun! xD Awwww, Crayon sad cause he never get to go home with At. Crayon told At something that made At ____________ .Three's a crowd.
Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 1:34 PM Peek-a-boo. Nyahahaha xD During Teen's Alive today, I laughed like crazy. One, was th Ustazah. Two, when (i don't know how to spell his name) took wuddhu' infront of th whole class. Three, the cat that licked it's (you should know what). Lastly, laughing for no apparent reason. :DD Nothing interesting happened yesterday.. Just that th telly in th living room broke down and all we have is a substitue telly that is ancient and probably a thousand years old. Haha xD I stayed up till midnight to wish my dearest B and Tishi to wish them. Kay, bedek xD I was up till 2? I gave B a ring at first, but apparently, she was already asleeep. I then rang Tushu. There was a long moment of awkwardness. Ahh, whatever! ;DD Soso,
&Happy 15th Birthday Tushu(!) But I can clean up th mess you left.
Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 6:50 PM Ohehhi ;D Today was officially th last day of school, well, for th term lah. School was typically mundane. Played soccer during recess and I jammed my little finger)': Stupid ball! Huahua. Skipppp to th last period. Recieved our report cards back. My results somehow aren't up to standard. Meng thinks I 'm showing off. Whateverr :P  Meng, Hazirah, B and I then headed to LP. B cut her hair shorttt. I wanted to try bangs and one of the hairstyle in th magazine. Well, one thing's for sure, my new hairstyle is something to get used to. 
Too much of you is never enough.
Thursday, September 3, 2009 @ 6:54 PM Burppp(!) Teheees, just finish -ed break fast. Wah, I fast like my stomach grow smaller eh. Eat abit only, full already. I hope this goes on and on until forever. I want to loose some faaattt. If th club wellness pepos can loose 14kg in 8 months, I also want! I shall play soccer every recess time xD So today, Chang talked to me in th morning because you want to know why? I went to talk to Hidayah and Irfan before sitting down for morning assembly. I was also waiting for B to come. Pfffttt. Then, had free period during PW. Maths was boring. English was also boring. Recess was also boring. Home Ec was mundane. Science was ultra boring! What a day :S After school, went to LP w B. Sat at Mac with th Fantastic 4? At around 3, went back home with Luq and Rayyan.  
Yesterday right, papa allowed me to go for trawih. Went there by taxi with abang. Waited for Zaks to come. Saw Afiq Nordin and Khairul. Said 'hi', gosh, Afiq's voice is so deep. Khairul didn't know who I was at first, but in th end I guess he figured out. Solat, then after that saw Mas Andi and Yasin? Btww, get well soon Ahmeng and Zaks! :DD memories that fade like photographs.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 6:07 PM You should watch this video. It made tears sting in my eyes during MT. Gosh, buat malu je xD I'm so sleeeeeepy manzxs. I hope Papa allow me to go trawih at masjid tonight. I'm currently craving for bubble tea. Ahh, kay hush atiqah. Today, I played soccer during recess. I got hit 2 times. Grrrr. Someone was watching, can you guess who? Haha xD I slept durring English after complete -ing th tasks given. Luqman was poking me irritatingly. I just gave him my book and continued to sleep. Jorden asked something vvvvvvvvvv funny during science. Ms Koh : "So now Cambridge is using Sulfur instead of sulphur" Jorden : "So does that mean Phillipines is 'F' instead of 'Ph' ?" Nyahahahaha xD And zizimepek la, I only got 15/20 for science practical. Pfffttt, buck up Atiqah. Don't waste your fiction tears on me.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 1:18 PM  Gosh, that's 30-3=27x5 Fererro Rochers Sadly, we didn't take any pictures yesterday. Well we did, but th picture is in Ad'li 's phone. So yesterday, had concert first. Okay la, Dzul was obviously nervous. Eh Rayyan, see what I told you? 2E2 Awsome Sauce and Six Starz got first for PW thingyy. Like yay. 2E2 also got th most number of Gold for Napfa test. Thanks to who? Atiqah. Haha, kay, ni dah melampau. After that, watched 'The Freedom Writers' at the computer lab. It was so nice. I almost cried xD Then, went to LP cause I wanted to trim my hair but in th end tak jadi. Otw, said 'hi' to ayam. Like omg la, after days of contemplating and arguing if I should say 'hi', I finally did it :D Took 358 to Park View, met up with Ummirah. We couldn't go in at first, but Hidayah and some others just charged in, and guess what? We were allowed to go in. Waited at th canteen, Ad'li Suhanna then came. Went to Cikgu 's table. Sat there. Haha, then this humanoid who Zaks thought he was 'arjen' came. He talked with a slang, but he had a really cute smile. -.- At around 2.30, Syak came. At around 3.30/4, went to th playgorund we used to go during th P6 times. At 4.15, went back home. Slept all th way till 7. Buka -ed, change, went for trawih. Half way through, my battery died. Was supposed to meet up with Rayyan? Help nenek collect donations. Then drank till my heart's content. I saw Jeeha, Dayang and some other Greenviewans. After th syarahan, which I didn't hear, went to Swensen's. Charged my phone, 6 massages manzxs. & Rayyan called me 5 times. Wth-.-' Then daah. Okay luh, I have to go and clean the house and finish painting my room. Geeez. |
